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Killing Myself | Part 2

20 Jun
Killing Myself | Part 2

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Hello my little failure, we’ve been waiting for your return

We know our pressure’s way too much, we know for what you yearn

A little song of sweet respite, to whet your pathetic appetite

We promise to close the lid real tight, and flood our darkness in to your light

*     *     *

I made a drink of 100 proof, my razor blade of choice

To drown out demon voices, to cut their endless noise

I mixed it full with anger, and hurt, and hopelessness

I drank it quick, I drank it fast, I drank it with relentlessness

*     *     *

Callous words are spoken, when we all need love the most

I needed grace, I needed kindness, and to vent without recourse

Maybe one day we’ll be able, to cast aside our pride

And give the tenderness we need, and put ourselves aside

 

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4 responses to “Killing Myself | Part 2

  1. lookingforthelightblog

    06/21/2016 at 22:00

    Chis
    So glad you had the hand of God on you and you’re here today.
    Blessings
    M

    Liked by 1 person

     
    • Surviving the Specter

      06/23/2016 at 07:47

      Thank you for the kind words Melinda. I hope your struggles are lightening up some. So good to see you writing again, X

      Like

       
  2. SassaFrassTheFeisty

    06/20/2016 at 19:53

    Love your gift with words 💖💖💖

    Liked by 1 person

     
    • Surviving the Specter

      06/23/2016 at 07:46

      Thank you my good friend 🙂 I hope you are pushing through your valley. You deserve happiness, X

      Like

       

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