So whAt. [Poetry]

24 Mar

poetry_so_what_002Thank you for taking time to read my notes here, as well as the poem. I hope they lend clarity to the design and the elements of style.

TITLE. I capitalized the letters in such a way so as to portray my disassociation with reality when I am in the throws of depression. When Specter has me in his grip.

DESIGN. The bleak, worn background speaks to my depression. I thought it would speak to the figure I wrote about in each verse. To each reader.

As usual, I had an image but decided to remove it so focus would be on making sense of the words, rather than how the image related to the words.

VERSES. I think this poem comes off as snarky and patronizing at first. I went out on a limb and kept it that way because I wanted the reader to make sense of it as they progressed.

For instance, the first two lines of each verse state a problem society might have with us (italics). A “harmless” comment made about how tired we look, or how we couldn’t handle something like everyone else.

Perhaps these are things we think. How many times have you and I felt like the speaker in the first verse? “This is not my day. I’ve never tripped so much in my life. WHAT’S THE MATTER WITH ME TODAY??!!”


People never know what goes on behind our scenes. We deal with rejection by our parents; our own flesh and blood. We can’t sleep because the night terrors won’t go away. We are broken with the loss of a marriage. We each have our demons. We each have our skeletons. We each have our masks.

It is my hope that each of my readers may find a piece of themselves in these verses. And know that they are not alone.

Do you have a verse to add that reflects your experience with your mental condition (“illness”)? I’d love to see it added in the Comments section.


Posted by on 03/24/2015 in Poetry


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12 responses to “So whAt. [Poetry]

  1. nstravens

    03/07/2016 at 13:01

    Hey, do you mind if i Use your poem to make a stop motion video. I will credit and send it to you after 🙂

    Liked by 1 person

  2. mistakenldy

    03/25/2015 at 10:57

    This is such a moving piece Surviving’. Description of so many struggles we all face while giving empathy and grace at the same time. The relation to PTSD pain & judgements is impeccable. Thank you for sharing this 🙂 Helped me find a bit of comfort from most recent midnight terrors.

    Liked by 1 person

  3. magicallymad

    03/25/2015 at 08:26

    Wonderful, your poetry is refreshingly accessible. I am always happy to read something that I identify with but simultaneously terribly sad that someone else is experiencing it. I hope you have a good day today.

    Liked by 1 person


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